pure abhorrence

I am on the whole freakin f'd up but some people.

Please don't mind me as I just want to blab my stupid tale here.
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I just don't get it!
Am I that ridiculous and insensible?

Uggghhh...

I feel like an idiotic dummy being played dreadful doll masters.
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One minute, you're the precious princess.
Next minute, you're being stamp to ground.
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Losing your temper causes a lot of trouble,
but staying calm settles arguments.
Proverbs 15:18
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I guess, I should stay cool and just let it be.

My dad always tells us that everything happens for a reason.
My sis says whatever you are being told to do have its reason.
My mom basically is the one who listens to my irrational view and accepts my naive thinking.
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Until my emotions are being balanced and soothed.
I am still in total hatred, offended and upset.
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p/s : pardon me, I feel foolish.