it just came.

It's been ages since I've written poems.

This is the first and last poem I'll post.
I don't really like writing'em,
I like reading'em.
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Simple enough.
It just came like that.
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Confused.
I wonder around,
Trying to figure out,
Where these feelings had came from.

Jealousy? Hatred?
Admiration? Love?
Passion.
Or exaggeration.

Higher than the highest highs.
Lower than the lowest lows.

“ Self-esteem !
Where thou art gone? ”

You would hope to be YOU.
Yet, you are not able to.

Held back.

Hold on,
You’ll be fine.

An idiot.

You are!
Admit it!

You force yourself to get over.
FORGET!
The more you force yourself.
The more it is stuck in your head.

By the end of the day,
You give up.

You have fallen in.
Trapped.