Brainless..!!

I just can't seem to get why are there still people without brains living on earth.
Went home after watching X-Men the other day. It was very packed on the bus and it was raining very heavily. There were humans who never think about others. There was this stupid old man, i think in his early 30ies. He was so worried that he could not get up the bus that he just squeeze and push in without thinking that there is a pregnant lady standing nearby the door. Alright, that's not enough, there were people who wanted to get off the bus, i think he's just blind or deaf, he was not willing to get down the bus. He was blocking the door. I had to push him real hard away, he was so kiasu, he ran up to the bus as fast as possible. I had to stand in the rain and wait till everyone gets down. STUPID people. Even if he's a multi-millionair he's still a piece of useless rubbish.

Humans of Earth.

Please do remember that
you are not the only one that is rushing to get home in time,
you are not the only one that is suffering and squeezing in the bus,

MOST IMPORTANT
you are not the only one living on earth.

youth.

Through out my kiddy, primary and sec life, i really did many extremely crazy and embarrassing stuffs.
Today, it is time for secrets to be revealed. (evil laughs)
All the dumb things i did.

When i was young, my mom & dad went out, my sister was doing some school folio. I was really small back then, I don't even know what is a pen ! I took my sister's ink pen and sucked all the ink. My sister had a shock and kept scaring me. I was darn afraid that I'll die. I kept rinsing my mouth and kept shouting and crying : ' I DON WANNA DIE !!! ' . Since then, it has became a laughing stock. So sad.

When i was in Standard 1, I actually had problems when changing my uniform after PJ. I sat right at the end of the class and kept crying. Simply because my arms got stuck some where and I cant pull em out ( don't ask how, i was only 7 ).

When i was in Standard 4 or 5, i did something even stupidER. During PJ class, we were jumping hurdles, I'm not exactly sure whether it's my fault or it's just that the school's equipments' too old. I jumped over the last hurdle, and the thing broke into two. GOSH man. My most humiliating moment. Well, of course, I've got to take care of my image. So, I acted as if my legs hurt alot.. Well, maybe my acting skill are damn good. I think everyone believed that. But, the truth was, I didn't hurt AT ALL. Well, can't blame me, it was an accident. Luckily, I was smart enough to act injured, or else, I might have to pay for ruining school property. Thank God.

There was another time I did something dumb too. Also during PJ. Everyone was having their rest. All of my friends and classmates were sitting on the 'foot ball goal thingy'. I, of course, cant be left out. I sat together with them. I thought that I had really good balancing. Manatau! I slide upside down and my head ended on the ground. Oh boy, that hurts !!

Form 1, i was somehow, having a little fear for cats and furry animals. I thought that it was really disgusting. There was this girl from another class, she took a cat and chase me all around the school. I trip over some kind of steps in the canteen, and i fell flat. My face was on the floor. So ugly ! There weren't many people that time. So, it was okay.

When i was in Form 3 ( i think ) , i had a bet with my friend, that was to get to know two guys. ( BACK THEN, we thought they were 'cute' ) Well, we almost succeeded. ( sorry guys, not only guys know how to place bets on others ) . This is yet another stupid thing I did. The two 'victims' might think that these girls are crazy and sick or some how desperate. All for the sake of fun and i got myself free movie tickets man. Darn interesting, but really ruined our image. Oh well, it won't kill.

When i was in Form 4, 1st of all, I'm a little clumsy and careless. I went back home to Kuantan, before reaching home, we stopped by a satay shop for satays. My dad parked right in front of a weird looking tree. The tree was somehow 'bald', no leaves at all. The tree was weird and had many thorns. I was telling my mom and admiring the tree, unconsciously, i slammed the car door right on my right hand, second finger. I pause for a while, blank , and then i went ' Shit ! OH NO ! ' That really really hurt. and i went eating satays with the injured finger.

That wasn't painful enough, i had to write in school and that was really suffering. I somehow become quite funny. During ikrar's on Mondays, i have to lead with a finger that is wrapped with white bandage. During that time, we were having prefects election as well. My head prefect had to ask me to take off the plaster so that I won't look silly on stage. And then, there's the part where I was too busy gossiping with my friend. I became too excited and had some huge movements. POAAKK. My nails came off. The worst part is, there were still some nails left stuck to my skin. OUCHHHHH ! Silly. Sixteen man.

Now, I'm in Form 5, major humiliating things haven't really happened yet. Of course, I do become the laugh stock of my friends. For tripping, spilling, spitting ( accidentally) , and having weird mandarin and cantonese pronunciations.

Well, the main point of sharing all these, is that for 17 years 17 days of my living life, it was the stupidity that made a difference and made me, Me. Clumsy, silly, slow, but still unique.

I love my past.
I love my present.
(for the wrong and embarrassing stuffs i did)
I am not ashamed of what I have had,
and I am not sad,
because I have it no longer.

Still ALIVE.

Saw 'the spirit of KL' the other day on tv. It was really a great project by the Star.
All these while, I've thought that KL people are all selfish people who doesn't really care much.
Normally on my way home from school, there will be many old uncles and aunties in the bus, many younger people will fake as if they are sleeping so that they don't have to give their seats to the older people. Hah. Especially, teens in uniforms, and young working aldults. Hmmn, how great, this is what we learn in moral lesson. Someone can get an A1 for moral, but he's not even qualified for a 9G. in 'The spirit of KL ', I saw that there are still people who cares. One of the tasks was that the teams have to act as if they are blind and disable, they are to get some people to help them. There were still people who helped. It is really a nice thing to know that KL people are still kind and could spend a little time helping the needy. We, Malaysian are still alive. We still care. & that's the spirit.
Cheers to everyone.
Don't ignore.
Give a helping hand.
It won't cost you a thing.

malaysian...

TODAY - the primary school kids next to my school were singing 'Negaraku'. They were full of energy and power. Well, it has been a rule since ..don't know when... that every student have to sing the national anthem every single morning. The people in my school, hah, they are as if attending a funeral in the morning, mourning. Malaysia, a place that i'm born, but just, don't really, fully love it. Reason, education system that i consider as very poor. Any typical malaysian parent would ever wish for is that their childrens get 17A1. 1st of all,I've been studying for 13 years, and i can say, most of the things that I've learn doesn't really make any difference in my life. Yet. Well, only that i guess. Just don't like the education system. Yes, back to topic. Malaysia is still my home. The people, nice enough. The place, not exactly really clean, but it's the culture that counts. AHA. Malaysian should love Malaysia. We are all from different backgrounds and races and cultures, but, we still live very harmony. At least, we don't have any wars. MALAYSIA BOLEH. p/s : I have a national flag in my room, you know!

bio sucks!

well, it's almost midnight and i'm still online when most of my friends are either in a memorizing marathon or half-way asleep because the topics are extremely boring. hah, i'm having 2 bio papers tomorrow. and i haven't even started to study a single bit. will burn the midnight oil. so that i can get as least a 40 to pass. haaihh.. sweet 17 becomes a nightmare. 80% of my classmates looks like pandas every single morning. wonder why i'm so relax? well, i'm 17. should enjoy it. i think there's no need to stress so much and pressure myself. although, sometimes, i do hush and blame myself for getting a 38 for A.Maths. hah. darn weird. well, 1st post on my blog complaining about bio & school.

oh well,
just hope that i'll pass.