the new

julialicious

is here!

the even greater escape!

Threw it away
Forgot yesterday
I'm making the great escape
Won't hear a word they say
They don't know me anyway
Watched it burnt
Let it die
'Cause I am finally free tonight

Tonight will change my life
I'll cry
I won't give up the fight
I'll scream loud at the top of my lungs
And I'll feel so alive

ijusthatesomuchiloveyou

grabbed from girl that i admire from jclim's links.

The best is yet to come,
and baby wont it be fine
You think you've seen the sun,
but you ain't seen it shine.

ignore the first two lines
its the last two that means

for what i know
i am in a very confused stage
and nothing more
i don't know julia
i don't understand myself
i don't even know what i want
and that kills

from jclim : being emo is not fun
not fun at all

me wanna start class!
me wanna start class!

how i wish tomorrow is 8oct
being around with muah sayang, dgays, and my felloU5'ers.

i just want to go to college,
do assignments
and study
now!!!!!!??????

sitting, waiting, wishing

A little browse through the good'ol days.
I still have tons of pictures.
Too many.
Just picked a few that is in groups.
:D

enjoy.

March 2004

Our first ever karaoke trip.

Phantom of the Opera mini drama competition - Form 3 (I think)

27th June 2004
A bunch of 15 year olds wanna pick a fight!

OMY & SayLi's 15th Birthday Barbeque Party.

17th June 2005
Our first largest gang trip to Genting.

26th June 2005
I supposed it was somebody's birthday!!??

7th August 2005
hahahahhahahaa! who would forget this.
largest party in KLCC ever.

January 2006
HSL's 17th!!!

31st May 2006
Yet again - the unforgettable memory in Teluk Intan.
Cik Nalle's Wedding

21st June 2006
Frog Dissection!!!!!

30th June 2006
PBC Bubble Milk Tea Day!
acting cutesy
m-e-e-e-a-w.

10th November 2006
Tanjung Girls

CM & Beaniez

18th December 2006
Celebration of RE's 17th

13th March 2007
SPM results released.

?? 2007
Back in school for PBC's first ever 'independent' event

15th Septmeber 2007
Meeting up with the girls at the Curve

I miss you girls
so much
so much.

and missing you girls
makes me
miss myself.

If you never knew
what elephants
means to me -
it's
happiness.

no string attached

do you remember when was the last time you parted with someone you loved?
have you ever felt that you are not good enough for a certain someone?

you know the most cruel thing about being in love,
is that you hold back,
never wanting that someone to know who you really are,
because you are afraid that he/she might not like it,
and that's all you've got.

did you know how long i took to suit the life,
after graduating high school :
when every single day,
i see, i laugh, i talk, i quarrel,
with my girls.

we hardly see each other,
we hardly talk,
now,
i miss them.

yet
i know they are always there.
we are so far,
but still so close.

have you been so attached to another individual,
so very close to each other,
and all of a sudden,
it's all gone,
even the memories are fading.

i miss him too.

do you know that i am so afraid of losing another,
that i've locked myself.

everybody hurts.
yea. i know perfectly well about that.
i choose
not to let it get to me,
again.

selfish?
cowardice?
what-ever it may be.
this is what i have become.

when your heart is screaming in pain,
but you couldn't even shear a tear.
would you know what to do?

i don't.
and
i am afraid.

of being attached
emotionally
to someone
again.

because when the bond breaks,
me and you,
will be
so close,
yet
so far.

and i can't bear it.

time flies

OK,
I'm a freak who likes to look back at the good'ol days.
Not that it's a bad thing!!!???

from endless quarrellings and disagreements
to a successfully done festival.
oh well, maybe not that successful,
but we tried our freak'in best, aint!?


HahahhahhHH!!!
my emcee partner!

aoaaawwwwe,
our very own Pres Fan smiling away
(OMG! most of my blog post has her appearance!)
seeeeeee, free publicity for you
wuaakhakhakhaahkahha

we learn.
we gained friends.
we had our time.
we grew,
together.

the best place ever!

life's never been better for a shop-a-holic

smilling away loving mua area!
I am so not gonna move to Bandar Utama.

Seriously, Pavillion KL is like a combination of 1U, MV, Sunway (without ice skating) & TS (without the indoor theme park)!

ahahahahahhhhahHH!HHH!!!
look at the shoppppppss!!!!!

ZOMFG!

and TWO freak'in TopShops!!!!

hell crazy! 3 Esprit!!!

and there's Bossini!!!!
and their number 1 fan vacuuming.
:P

p/s :
kena ffk today -
don't worry pavillion!
i'll be bacK!
muaahahhahahh!
dead am i obsessed with a mall!!!????

$#%^O@({(%((*!!#$%&^

the great escape!

There is this quote
oh-so-famous one by the telephone-man
"When one door closes, another opens;
but we often look so long and regretfully upon the closed door
that we do not see the one which has opened for us."
I hate to admit this
but somehow
it is so real.

I never realized that
until today.

That there are many people
who are more willing
to sacrifice
and do anything
for me.

I may not have seen one that has opened for me
but I have seen one
one full of passion
one bringing me smiles
by just being that door.

I love you all!
XOXO!