explanations, please...!!!!

many questions aroused in my head these few days.

I wonder why people would worship other's blogs, i.e. xiaxue & dawn yang. ohh. I 'forgot' that I read'em too. :P Kenny Sia's blog is exceptional. He is in fact something else.

Oh well, I'm not top rated blogger or never even close to. I'm still overjoyed that there are friends of mine who are looking forward to my blogs. *hugs and kisses*

I'm actually forbidden to use the computer. No, should be, I do not allow myself from using it. Besides, my mama would start her : " You still have 3 months and blablabla there goes my mood to blog and chat."

p/s : Everyone's asleep now actually, except my sis. Hopefully, she would not blab this to my parents.

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Okay,
I always question my parents for naming me a little somewhat unusual.

Just in case you don't know my full name. I'm YONG JULIA.
Through my walks of life, countless humans ask me the question.. "Is that all?"
For sakes, it's my name, why wouldn't I know my full name.
Sometimes, I really get sick of humans asking this, esp. teachers who just seem not trust that I know my own name. Ugghh..

I used to grumble and complain to my parents all the time.
But then, at least, I have a name that people can remember easily.

That's only my english cum malay name.
I haven't even start nitpick to them about my 'yet another easy to remember' chinese name.

Oh brother, who wouldn't? My chinese name, supposing would be as nice. Turns out to be pronounced very awkwardly and amusing.

In case you don't know again, my chinese name is written as
杨茱雅 .
So nicely written.
If you can't read it properly, just call me Julia, k?

Oh well, I am stuck with this name for the rest of my life. Not that it is a bad thing. Just that, I am still trying to make myself accept the fact that my name is pretty.

Good dyei, my writings aren't that bad. Are they?

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Enough about my name.

My friends likes to tease me. Saying that I have this sickness called 恋弟症 (translation : affection for younger generations syndrome).

Oh well, since almost the whole class knows, I might as well just come clean.
I do find younger guys cuter and more appealing.
It's not my fault, it runs in the family. (how bad, blaming the family, again.)

I don't suppose that I have that syndrome, I would say that I just have more interest in guys that are younger. blek... ;P

p/s : There's nothing wrong with it... eerrr... I guess...

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All right, enough for now.
I need my beauty rest.. Oh PEELLEEAASE...
p/s: it's the not-so-pretty ones who needs em ,k!...
kekkekeeke..

I'm kinda going out of my mind lately. Oh well, couldn't be bothered.

Many of my friends appear to be down in the dumps.
This, on the other hand, bothers me. and I mean ALOT.

All of us are concerned about our time to come in life.

Stay cool, chill out, don't fret.

There is surely a future hope for you.
Proverbs 23:18

People rarely succeed unless they have fun in what they are doing.

so,
Love life and have fun.