Right? Wrong?

I used to be pretty okay with one of my school teacher. Most of my classmates & schoolmates don't really like her. At first, I didn't realize anything bout 'her' yet.. ( you guys know who lah). Since F5, I really have gone through the 'suffering' moments that almost half of the class had experienced.

'She' likes to nag alot. She'll say the same thing over and over again. It is as if we're some dumb 5 year old kid who does not know anything. She likes to interrupt others conversation. When some people is talking, she'd just jump in and start talking (stuffs that are NOTHING related). There are also times that she like to 'shoot' people in a sarcastic way. I was never taught to be rude to anyone, especially adults.

Well, I have been a little rude to her. I feel sorry at times, but she is really really A PAIN...!!!
My pity ears have been the victim for such long time. I could not stand her nagging nagging (to her it's 'reminding'), me & re acted as if we didn't hear her calling and continue discussing. PLEASE lah, logical thinking, the both of us aren't talking crap or gossips. We're trying to settle the presentation stuffs and she just can't seems to SEE it. Speaking of SEEing, it is as if she had eyes that lie. She saw the 'life group' still in the progress and trying to figure out some actions. She'd still want to ask : Can I see your presentation now?... I was darn pissed off, so, my mouth said a loud : CANNOT... with a pretty rude tone. Inside me, I was like : damn man, cant you see we're still not freakin ready..!!!

I thought about this for quite some time. I told myself since (don't know when) that I will not be rude or raise my voice with her. I feel sad that I have done this.

I'd really want to treat her better. She is not that bad. But, once she starts her 'reminding'. I just could not stand.... ARHHH.... Frankly speaking, about 90% of the class haven't been nice to her. I guess, I've gotta be patient. (who knows, one day, I might be able to fish!)

For nearly 13 years of studying, I did some bad stuffs to 4 teachers. I would really want to apologize to them, but my ego just couldn't let my mouth say the magical words. I guess they will never know, but, I am truly sorry for what I have done to 'her' and another 3 'her's. I will try not to let those happen again.

Teachers will forgive their students. (i suppose)