Hopes ---> Disappointments
Many people that I know have very high hopes. Either it is in an exam or competition or anything that they do.
I am somebody who knows my limit and standards and I know what I want. I do not work very hard to achieve something that is not what I really want.
My parents are forever hoping that I can get flying colours in my major exams. Sad to say, I've never got it. From UPSR to PMR and now-SPM, I've never wanted straight As (that my parents have been longing for).
A malay close friend or mine told me a story that happened before our PMR. All of us were chit chatting about our targets. Most of them said like : 6As, 7As, 8As. My friend told me what I said : I have no targets. -_-'''
I started to think quite alot about this. It's not like I don't care about my education. It is just that, school, results, exams has never even been in the ''TOP 10 list of most important'' in Yong Julia's life. I guess its' ranking is 13..?! *hehe*
Education is indeed important. Malaysian Exams that requires only memorizing, so-not.
Sometimes, it is good to have high hopes and dreams. We've just got to learn to accept and face the disappointments that comes with. (that's a pretty hard task)
There were friends who told me that they have never seen me turn sad or angry because my grades are terrible.
My answer : simple. I understand this --->> You get what you give.
I guess that I will still continue not to have high hopes in my exams. But, one things for sure, I'd try my best and not let my parents down for this is the last major exam for me.
Best wishes to all.
I am somebody who knows my limit and standards and I know what I want. I do not work very hard to achieve something that is not what I really want.
My parents are forever hoping that I can get flying colours in my major exams. Sad to say, I've never got it. From UPSR to PMR and now-SPM, I've never wanted straight As (that my parents have been longing for).
A malay close friend or mine told me a story that happened before our PMR. All of us were chit chatting about our targets. Most of them said like : 6As, 7As, 8As. My friend told me what I said : I have no targets. -_-'''
I started to think quite alot about this. It's not like I don't care about my education. It is just that, school, results, exams has never even been in the ''TOP 10 list of most important'' in Yong Julia's life. I guess its' ranking is 13..?! *hehe*
Education is indeed important. Malaysian Exams that requires only memorizing, so-not.
Sometimes, it is good to have high hopes and dreams. We've just got to learn to accept and face the disappointments that comes with. (that's a pretty hard task)
There were friends who told me that they have never seen me turn sad or angry because my grades are terrible.
My answer : simple. I understand this --->> You get what you give.
I guess that I will still continue not to have high hopes in my exams. But, one things for sure, I'd try my best and not let my parents down for this is the last major exam for me.
Best wishes to all.
1 comment:
I asked myself a very last time, what is the meaning of living?quite a hard question huh?So, that's y i can't find the answer. I try take something as my aim to stay living and couldn't find it. And again, i dun really know why i should live. I dun mean i want to die because i dun know why i should die too. I wonder why i need to live as a human. This seems out of topic from ur blog.ha! But, I realize how important family are to me. I study hard for,erm,til now,still,i also duno y. Maybe is because the education i have had since i was young. I couldn't control myself for cared for exam so much.I hate studying.I even hate being a leader. I have so many hopes on these things but i can't really trust myself on eiither one. maybe tht's the meaning of life. Yeah, get hopes and accept the disappointments,especially the disappointment toward ourselves...
sorry for talking too much. ha!加油！
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