Surviving A Break-Up (in 10 days)

boooohaaahahhahah!!!

these are the things I did since I've been single again.

Day 1 :

Cried the hell out of myself the moment he said 'the words'.
Sit down hugging Kayi's human-sized pink soft doggy.
Being discovered by my popo. (we even made a deal that she'll keep it a secret)
Sat in the kitchen. (crying again)
Talked to girl friends!
Talked to guy friends!
Talked to (ex) boy friend.
Went to the mall - had 'Love in Every Bite' Cornetto ice-cream.
Went to secret recipe - had chocolate banana cake.
Barbeque party at family home.
Ate lots of sotongs. (white ones)
Had birthday cake.
Dad pat my back and fell asleep.
Received sms'es by RE, Princess, Gaston, Jason. (my ultimate support system)

Day 2 :

(okay.... I couldn't recall)

Day 3 :

Okay, its human nature, and I'm a girl - cried again.
Hang around with my pals.
Went for lecture.
Received sms'es by friends who saw me with a muka mau mati. (really unexpectedly)
Mr.Geh treated McD.
Talked with Jason. (peace people, peace)
Arcade! horse ride - air hockey - some Jurassic thing - fake bowling & basketball - hitting game - push and pull thing - whatever those are called.
Laugh till I had stomach cram.
Listening to emo-angry songs during Johans'.
Stamping my feet and jumping up and down.
Got 5 fingers head smacked.
A long talk with Edward.

Day 4 :

Faced the feelings in my heart instead of fighting it.
Wrote some 'love letters'. (bohhahhahahahha)
Met Jason. (unexpectedly)
Talked to my best partner in class.
Went home alone. (while listening to emo-sad love songs)
Had Peking Duck! (break-up 'surprise' from my aunt)
Break-up present - some doggie plushie.

Day 5 :

Talked to the pro couples in class.
Went all the way to GreenBox.

Day 6 :

Sat at home all day doing flash.
Shared emo-sad love songs with Ludwig.
Listened to love songs from the Philippines.
Baskin Robbins!!!!!
(supposed to go Putrajaya) was emo + tired + lazy.

Day 7 :

(was supposed to watch movies with RE & Hs.Loong) was still emo + tired + lazy
Had some special duck at Sunrise.
1U! Bought shoes and shorts!
Watched TV all day long.
Had Korean for dinner.
Silly stories from aunt and popo.
Manicure and Pedicure. (pamper yourself!)

Day 8 :

BSC! (did stuffs) and Coca!
Heroes marathon on StarWorld.
Seafood!
Movies.Movies.and more movies.

Day 9 :

MidValley! (did stuffs)
Swimming!
Family dinner!

and here I am now.

Day 10 :

Don't know what I will do.
But I've never been better.
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Things you might not know :

I couldn't eat. I couldn't sleep. All I did was procrastinating. Thinking and missing him. Dreaming pathetically how he'll come back to me pleading that he needs me. Wishing I can turn back time. Reminiscing the happy times we had. Partly blaming myself for not loving him enough. Disappointed with what I've done. Scolding myself for being who I am now. Pointless aimlessly sat at home. and so much more sad and depressing things.

But never did I hurt myself physically.
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Family and friends are always the most important.
I had a bunch of friends, supporting me all the way.
and my family who snap me out of my depressing, stupid, lifeless situation.

Life is good!
Enjoy!