far away

I remember my popo telling me one day that, when I was young, I used to say, I wanted to be a doctor.
My sis immediately protested.
She sort of described me to my popo as a purposeless procrastinator who is on earth just to eat, sleep, shit and (of course) stealing her stuffs.

My emoness now, is just a combination of - the getting-bored desperado learning-as-she-grows obsessed-with-superman.

These are the pilihan pekerjaan when I was 7 to 12.
How ironic it is that now, my sis might be just right, I'm an ambitionless person.

There's some things even my closest family doesn't know, I wouldn't tell no one, cause, even I, myself find it a joke.

I had a dream.
(of course, everyone has)
A dream, to be a superstar, a supermodel, a fashion icon being listed as the 50 most gorgeous people, an idol walking down the red carpet with fans screaming and merely fainting when seeing me, earning tons of millions a year (and I mean US$), joining some non-profit organization raising funds for the needy, adopting an entire family of colorful kids and so-on.

blah. I'm watching too much of E! already.
Who doesn't wish to live a flossy life?
It's your 'life water'. (my mama likes to say that in Cantonese)

"What's the point?", I'd always ask myself.
"I don't know."
"Might as well just live with it."

If you can't read Chinese, the highlighted words means 'planting flowers'.
It's supposed to be my hobby.

Oh well, I guess, you don't have to expertise in something you like !!!!!?????

"No matter what he does,
every person on earth plays a central role
in the history of the world.
And normally he doesn't know of it."