memoirs - the love of my life

Should you ask me who are most influential peoples in my life.
2 of them is my kong & my po.

I would consider myself as a romantic person.
I guess I got it from my gramps.

I love rainy days.
I'd (try to) never leave home without my umbrella.
Also, because of my gramps.

If it wasn't because of the rain.
and of course,
the umbrella.
My kong never would have known my po.

In short, to me :
rain + umbrella + me + guy
= very important

Every girl definitely has a certain 'dream's laah.
With the guy they like, of course.

Mine, obviously,
you get the point laah.

(sad story lah)
my dream.
hah-hah.

my first 'romantic-incident-with-a-rainy-day-under-the-umbrella-just-the-two-of-us'
was, well,
with a 28 year old guy,
a father of 2 beautiful girls.

oh yea. he's the one.
how sma-A-rt.

hmn.
maybe it's not a bad thing.
I'll remember him for the rest of my life.

I'm as ordinary as every girl.
Often wonder why some guys could 'want live want die' (direct translation) liking other girls.
Always thinking, why the guy I liked never liked me back.

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Was what I was trying to do
- Rascal Flatts

How often do you see these aged 40 or more precious lying around at home.