Indifference

I am born from a genetically slim family.
Yet, because of certain reasons,
I am, well, (I prefer to say) bigger size.

If you've never been somebody who is *slightly* bigger,
you would never ever understand how it feels.

Insecurity.
Self-image dissatisfaction.
Depression.

Oh well,
Many people say I've been slimmer as I grow older.

I guess, I need to thank 'you know who' who made me had the urge and build in my passion for swimming once again.

Swimming every week made me turn from that gigantic girl next to cute little FuiBee to a 'almost same size like *most* of them' girl.

I will admit it.
I am and will be offended being called 'fat'.

If people say I'm ugly,
I won't give a damn.
Because I know I am not.

Hmmmn......

I'm starting to wonder...

AM I THAT FAT ?
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Oh well,
I might as well just admit that I am.

I am Julia, the FAT one.

F.riendly A.ttractive T.alented
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Even if I am really extremely fat.
What is there for you to bother?

p/s : I repeat, I am not fat. I am only not as slim as some people.